决定回到过去

从明天开始……（这句话让我想到了马三立老先生，以及我所听过的所有的相声，以及听相声的那些无忧无虑的日子）
我将每天过有意义的生活，不让自己在每天结束时为自己的所作所为而感到不安。（虽然可能以后会遗恨终生）
首先，就是每天早晨的晨跑。
这又让我想起了我写过的那篇文章，在庞红梅老师的课上的那篇。暂时贴在这里。
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Tsinghua’s Beauty

It has been more than two months since I stepped into Tsinghua University. However, its beauty still impress me at times even when I became familiar with the campus.

Once I was suddenly struck by the beauty of buildings around when I was having lunch with my roommates shortly after the military training on the rooftop of Zijing canteen. To tell the truth, never had I found any desirable aspect of these buildings. They had left me some kind of inappropriate feelings at the first sight. But at that time, on a sunny afternoon, it seemed that they had some inner-harmony with the circumstances. The red roof under the azure sky made me feel calm clear and refreshed.

This kind of feelings also appears several times when I am having an early morning run. On a starry autumn morning several weeks ago, when I ran past the library building, I suddenly discovered the most enjoyable way of tasting Tsinghua: just taking a walk on a morning like this. No people, no cars, no bicycles… only the old and precious buildings standing solemnly under the stars. I am filled with tranquility just by thinking about it.

However, not all the beautiful sceneries bring joyful feelings. I took a bike-ride around the campus last weekend. When I rode past the old gate, a sense of my temporary staying went through my mind. Looking around at the yellow leaves falling off the trees, I felt that I myself was a piece of leaf on the tree of Tsinghua. Several years later, my autumn will come and I will fall off just like the leaves. Time goes by, the tree stays the same while the leaves fade away.

No matter what, I have just begun my life in Tsinghua. Enjoy the life here is all that I can expect. What I just hope is that the beauty of it will be kept in my mind forever.

本文写于2007年11月6日，作为庞红梅老师英语课写作作业。
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